Your happiness is wht i am still thinking of, even when i m collapsing.

I don unds, why, so fast, why there aint more time.
Life is just fuckin me.
I don have any more options.
I done wht i could, i tried.
Why do my playlist sound so sad.
Its playing on repeat,
I feel real much better after i cry my hearts out.
Everyone can tell hw much i have been suffering.
Everyone unds hw i felt.
Everyone, thanks for being there.
My life would have collapse faster without u people.
I will hang on.
I will overcome everything, becos i never do give up.
I belive someday, i will c the colors in my life again.
I fuckin hope i can move on and unscrew my love for u out of my heart.
I really hope i can,

bt i cant...

: )

Fate

Plans today should be going play bball again bah
fuck the weather, fuck the haze
It makes mi pant.
Everybody please take care, pls drink more water :)
haha, my parents went genting, nw the hse under my control, i can do wht i want :)
Anyway i love school nw, every wed dont have to go sku!
Alright dont jealous k, haha.
I just cant wait to graduate, last sem !!!!

























11:11 i wished.

If I'm gone

I screwed everything up.
I feel like a failure.
I can't do anything right.
I can't even make u happy.
I'm sorry, I can't forget u.
Bt mayb u can...
Wht must i do to make u stay.






















I cant open it.
Its shut.
I lost the key.

If I had u

Advices:

Things happen for a reason, trust fate.
Life goes on.
Stay happy.
She care, she love u.
Stay alive for her.
True heart wins all.
Be patient, she needs time.
Give her space n time.
Be caring at all times.
Make her feel loved n concerned.


I can.
If u ever read, i just wan u to knw, i'm missing u this moment, this hour, this minute, this second.
If i had u...
The greatest joy in life nw = the quality time spend with u and the priceless smile wore on ur face.
I love u just the way u are beautiful.

i can only wait and hope u turn ur heart around

Sour

Everytime i c couples, my heart turns sour.
It feels up with envious, sourness, and heartaches.
Today mark the day where i change.

I changed.

Finally

17 Oct
Long awaited day.
Well i prepared well.
Hope u are well prepared.

p.s. Getting drunk doesnt even help now.

Secondhand Serenade - Something More

I always feel so.